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I'm so not in a good mood right now It's nothing like reading something and knowing it is directed at you. You know it is cause your words are quoted word for word. I consider myself an open person. I don't hold too much back and I'm sure people can pretty much ignore what i write. Whether I'm on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, or Tumblr i say what the fuck i want to say. I do exactly what others say is "too much". No one is reading my stuff....half the crap i post is for my own therapy. So unsubscribe, delete, block or whatever you need to do if you don't care to see it. Its like someone saying SHUT THE FUCK UP NO ONE CARES WHAT YOUR MISERABLE ASS IS GOING THROUGH.  That's fine. I have a lot of things going on in my head and sometimes i want to share and sometimes i just keep it to myself. I can only tell those who disapprove of what's posted to please stay off my shit. Plain and simple. I won't judge what you do and i expect you to step off mine. Whether I'm happy in love, going through a storm or just spilling my guts about what going on in my life...I'm the best person to tell it. I'm the author, narrator, and orchestrator of my life. Bottom line it belongs to me and if i want the www to hear it I'm going to continue to do me. I don't expect anyone to give a shit really. 

I must be a fool...or it's just you

"Telephone line

I sit by and wait for your call

here all alone

wondering who you're talking to 

Maybe I'm a fool in love

Maybe I'm a fool in love

Maybe I should just give up

I'm just a fool in love

Must be a fool in love."

Feeling like a plum dumb fool right now...not a new feeling but a uneasy feeling. Sometimes giving your best ain't good enough. Its like some are so use to the world being  against them they don't know how to handle it when someone has their best interest at heart. You want them to succeed and have something to be proud of. Give them the opportunity to hold their head high even if its not the best circumstances. We all need the support love and even the honesty from the ones they love. Its called unconditional love.When you are programmed in your head that "i'm right and everyone else is wrong" you clearly have life messed up. Obviously your ducks are not completely in a row if shit still is not going in a positive direction. I'm not into kicking people when they are down..never have never will cause i know what that feels like. I'll give a person my last so they won't go hungry angry or be embarrassed but will they go the extra mile for me? Not that i ask for reciprocation for everything i do, but you really do get tired of the lack of support and the extra bullshit that you don't really gotta go through to show a person that you care. Its indeed getting old....real old.