DAY 30 - MUSICAL CHALLENGE FINALE- I'M JUST PLAIN OLD ANGIE

30.  Compose your own song.  Describe the type of beat…or what song it would be similar to.  What would be the lyrics (of if its’ going to be an instrumental explain why).  What would be the title?  Also share what, if anything, you learned through this challenge.

Monica...sweetie this finale gonna be short and sweet cause its a bad time for me and i cant seem to think. Deep Inside by MJB reps me to the fullest...me and Mary are >>>>>here<<<<< on this song. I'm just me nothing more nothing less. This challenge did allow me to put music to alot of scenarios in my life. I'm sure when any of them come up i will be thinking bout the song i chose to post. Thanks for the challenge and i look forward to more ahead in the future. thanks all especially Reggie for keeping up with me.

Day 30 - Love and Truth Challenge Finale - Love you Better

30~ Did this love challenge teach you anything? If so/not...what/why?

*looking up at the specimen of a God* 
Baby smile today
*singing*

Cuz I've been imaging more ways

I'm gon' love you better
When your friends'll see you too
Just when you think there's nothin' else I can do
I'm gon' love you better
~LLCoolJ - Luv you better


This challenge has taught me a very important lesson. I have been loved and i have loved plenty. I have learned that i have given alot of love without much genuine reciprocation. I have embraced that I'm guilty of breaking some hearts and messing up some things that could have possibly been successful if i BELIEVED in that person. 


I have also been encouraged to demand more. I love hard....real hard. I am very dedicated and patient. I don't think those are bad qualities but some don't deserve all that. I need to be loved better. The song luv you better by LLCoolJ represents how i need to be approached. I have so much love to give. I have so much space to embrace love. I don't wanna keep rambling cause I'll make myself mad. Simply..."I just wanna be loved like everybody else does...i just wanna be loved" ~Jill Scott.
Thanks for keeping up with me and Thanks Kween for the therapeutic journey.