Please don't go... Day of Days 14

A day i hate to see coming will always be the day i have to say goodbye to someone i care about. Whether death, location change, end of relationship I don't like saying goodbye. It's a day i have lived and don't want to revisit. Emotions are heavy, prayer is in need, and sanity is near the edge. Last funeral i went to was my grandmother's. I refuse to attend anymore since then and I haven't. Goodbye is such a final word...i try not to use it. I'm a see ya later type of person. Never can Say goodbye....listen to my idol:

Day 14 - Everywhere I Am

Day 14.  You just experienced a death in the family.

this pic above is my maternal grandmother Flovella Jones its an old picture i scanned it 2 days after her passing to add to her homegoing program... she was beautiful. Miss my granny but she is every where i go ..she is in my every move and i am her legacy. Jaheim's Everywhere I am is a special song to me.

Day 14 - Let's take a long walk....

14. Recreate your most romantic date (a real one)

This is a hard one cause most of the time I’m trying to clear my head of the past bullshit but here goes.

Been sitting here for 10-15 minutes and…..I got nothing.  I can tell you that one of the most romantic fantasy dates for me would be an evening of conversation, a nice walk along the lake during sunset. A nice seafood restaurant, with dim lights, good music and great company. Going to a grown folk’s spot that plays nothing but grown folks music with reasonable drink prices, and nice servers. A date that will get up and boogie with me and rub my feet when they start hurting. He would take me home and come in for a nightcap (me or the Hen) and we would wake up and implant that memory forever in our data bank. Not saying I haven’t had one of these dates I just can’t say I have had my most romantic date as of yet… in one way or the other there was romance.